Which path shall I take?

I am trapped,

in some dizzying place,

between the desire

to live to the fullest,

and the need

to fall asleep for eternity.

Am I living too fully?

My fast pace is greater

than I can enjoy.

If I fall asleep,

will my dreams be greater than this

reality I am "living?"

my rock

Carry me on words of
inspiration
into the world I fear so greatly.
Help me stand tall on the shoulders of
encouragement
when I don't know what to do.

Be my rock when I crumble.
Be my shelter when it rains.

Hold me together
when I am too weak
to keep the pieces
in place by myself.

I promise I will always need you,
if you promise to be stay by my side
forever.

Love at First Sight

Walking in a crowded room
others dim in comparison.
Breaths quicken and shorten,
all ability to control is lost.
A sleeping heart awakens with a jolt,
realizing he noticed too.
The deep beat of an anxious heart
becomes in sync with approaching footsteps.
The electricity of the first touch
pulsates through empty veins.
Dizziness engulfs an unsure lover
as she falls for the first time.
Wordless conversations demolish every fear,
crashing into forever, hand in hand.

Love Letter

Dear my dear,
You are the thought on my mind,

the twinkle in my eye,

the smile across my face.

You are the beat in my heart,

the butterflies in my stomach,

the jitter in my legs.

You are my reason for waking up,

my motivation for the day,

my dreams at night.

Without you, I would be nothing.

Sincerely,

yours truly.

Invisible

Why do you love me?
Why do you hate me?
Why am I your best friend,
then you alienate me?

Why am I visible,
when another isn't near?
And as soon as they come,
I disappear.

Why am I the rubber,
and they are the glue?
Why does she bounce off me,
and stick to you, you, and you?

sealed with a kiss, ambrosia ruth

you saved me

you made me see
with my tear filled eyes.

you made me laugh

with my broken smile.

you made my heart race
in my empty chest.

you made me stand

on my tired legs.

you made me dance

when my feet were sore.

you made me feel
with every part of me

when I was numb.

you made me love
when I never wanted to again.

you saved me

when I was drowning

in pity and self-doubt.

you saved me.

sealed with a kiss, ambrosia ruth

Forever

I'm not sure how..
but he managed to redeem himself.
It's evenings like these,
so full of happiness,
laughter,
and togetherness,
that make me want to live and love forever.
:)

sealed with a kiss, ambrosia ruth

To want, To achieve, To be rewarded

I have decided it is good to want.
Being one of the most difficult feelings in the world,
I often despise desire.
But the more you want something,
the more effort you give to achieving it.
And the more rewarding it is in the end.

sealed with a kiss, ambrosia ruth

Sweet Addiction

hooked at once,
sweet scent tickling my senses,
love warming the blood in my veins.
I can hardly take it, send me away.
let me drop this habit..
for what?
I'll just relapse.
I can't break you.
I'm so addicted.

sealed with a kiss, ambrosia ruth

The End

Where to start?
the back of the book,
where I can read the end.
again and again?

the first words lost meaning
when the beginning died.
all we're left with is the end.

hanging over us like the dead man.
in the old lifeless tree.
that was once a small seed.

who cares about the beginning?
when you died in the end..

sealed with a kiss, ambrosia ruth

A Waltz

passes by
grabs my hand
try to reach
can barely stand.
falling down
missing chance
passing by
want to dance.
moving fast
skirts are furled.
missed my chance
with the waltzing world.

sealed with a kiss, ambrosia ruth