freight train.

Freight train flying down the Devil's track,

burning with his evil fuel,

pushing forward at a wall.

A solid, perfect wall.

Freight train flying down the Devil's track,

charging with his gleeful anger.

Crashing into the flawless wall,

cemented together with months of hard work.

Freight train flying down the Devil's track,

smiling his evil smile.

Satisfied with breaking the wall,
shattering the bricks to pieces.

I am lost.

My words
are trapped

on my struggling

tongue.

I yearn
to have

the strength

to say what I need.

I fear

the end

because I can't see

new beginnings.

I am
lost in

the inbetween

without escape.

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Which path shall I take?

I am trapped,

in some dizzying place,

between the desire

to live to the fullest,

and the need

to fall asleep for eternity.

Am I living too fully?

My fast pace is greater

than I can enjoy.

If I fall asleep,

will my dreams be greater than this

reality I am "living?"

my rock

Carry me on words of
inspiration
into the world I fear so greatly.
Help me stand tall on the shoulders of
encouragement
when I don't know what to do.

Be my rock when I crumble.
Be my shelter when it rains.

Hold me together
when I am too weak
to keep the pieces
in place by myself.

I promise I will always need you,
if you promise to be stay by my side
forever.

Love at First Sight

Walking in a crowded room
others dim in comparison.
Breaths quicken and shorten,
all ability to control is lost.
A sleeping heart awakens with a jolt,
realizing he noticed too.
The deep beat of an anxious heart
becomes in sync with approaching footsteps.
The electricity of the first touch
pulsates through empty veins.
Dizziness engulfs an unsure lover
as she falls for the first time.
Wordless conversations demolish every fear,
crashing into forever, hand in hand.

Love Letter

Dear my dear,
You are the thought on my mind,

the twinkle in my eye,

the smile across my face.

You are the beat in my heart,

the butterflies in my stomach,

the jitter in my legs.

You are my reason for waking up,

my motivation for the day,

my dreams at night.

Without you, I would be nothing.

Sincerely,

yours truly.

Invisible

Why do you love me?
Why do you hate me?
Why am I your best friend,
then you alienate me?

Why am I visible,
when another isn't near?
And as soon as they come,
I disappear.

Why am I the rubber,
and they are the glue?
Why does she bounce off me,
and stick to you, you, and you?

sealed with a kiss, ambrosia ruth